Impulse 

Stanisław Urbanowski

Stanisław Urbanowski

Impulse 

I long to thank Anastasia and Vladimir Megre wholeheartedly 
for helping the mankind in regaining priceless and lost knowledge. 
Stanisław Urbanowski

Stanisław Urbanowski 

Impulse 

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Author’s e-mail: eremiasz@wp.pl
www.poezjaeonow.net 

Cover design: Patrycjusz Adamski

ISBN 978-83-88924-46-0

Publishing House: Komograf 2010 
komograf@komograf.com

CHAPTER I
Soaking
- Good morning.
- Good morning. What is your name?
- Stanisław Urbanowski.
- Please, have a sit.
I am sitting down on the chair pointed by the doctor. Though it is not my first visit to psychiatrist, I am a bit stressed. 
- Yesss... – says quietly, like she was talking to herself, when she was skimming through my records with the case history. – Have you ever been treated by a psychiatrist?
- Yes. - I answered. 
- Where and when it was for the first time?
- It was 1994. It was a clinic for mentally disabled juvenile, at Bogdańska street in Toruń.
- What was the diagnosis?
- Oversensitivity and personality disorders. – a moment of silence, the doctor typed something, looked at the computer’s screen and then asked:
- Have you been treated later on?
- Yes.
- Where?
- Here, in the clinic at Mickiewicza Street.
- Who looked after you?
- Doctor Kozieł – I answered.
- What about military service?
- D category.
- Have you ever been ill as a child, any chronic diseases?
- Yes.
- What kind of?
- Pneumonia.
- Any head injury?
Hearing this question I looked at the doctor, and I felt my seeing starts blurring...
It is warm, September morning. I had a breakfast, my mum dressed me up in my favourite yellow jumper, grey dungarees, which she made for me, and then she took me by my hand and we went out of the house. The sun was shining more boldly and trying to climb over the block of flats. It is eight o’clock and we are going for a walk. I do not know exactly where we are going to, but it is not important to me. Mummy knows best what she is doing. We are passing my friend’s house. With my friend I play bottle caps every day. We pass greengrocer’s shop with lemonade and wafer bears with cream. I would give away all my saving to get bears, I and do give them away each time I can. I can not only it them, but cut into halves and join with other bears. All you have to do is to lick it a bit and they stick close together. The only problem is that you cannot play with that bear, though it looks pretty, it is too fragile and when I press it gently – it falls apart. 
Sometimes I buy here vegetables for my mum, for instance carrot or radish. Then I feel like an adult as it is me who decides about everything. When I was sent to buy carrot for the first time, I ate all of them before reaching the house. And though the shop was not far away from home, about one hundred meters, I was meeting my friends on the way back who suddenly liked carrots as well. 
I don’t know why it is this way, but all things taste better outside the house, even the sour apples from the roadside orchard. Maybe because I picked them myself...?
It often happened I brought just a bunch of tops, hence I was forced to go back to the shop again. This time I was told to come back straight home and I was under constant surveillance of my mother who was standing at the kitchen window.
Eating at home was a problem in general. When the meal time was approaching, my brother and I suddenly lost appetite. It was one of very few situations when we had the same opinion. All was well up to the moment we could decide what and when we want to eat. However, when eating had a more radical form, often connected with demands or threats like “you won’t leave the house until you eat everything” or “you can’t walk away the table until all this food disappears.” Suddenly the shape of the surrounding area becomes like a mountain or a hill...
The first attempt of defence was to have a trench and play for time. If that failed, we started actions aimed at diverting enemy’s attention by ostentatious slurping and all kinds of explanations while bursting into tears. When this could not help, though the message was clear, and the hostile force fails to admit that it is NOT THE AUTHORITY THAT DETERMINES POWER OF A MAN, but his spirit, so we decided to commit sabotage and eliminate the source of the problem. Briefly speaking, the sandwiches were thrown out behind the kitchen sink. After some time, no one knows why, in the cupboards and electric cooker one could smell specific, a bit sour smell to the reach accompaniment of mice droppings. These were the first terrorist attacks in the fight for freedom that has just begun. Even well known “I will give you pounding” could not significantly influence the course of action, in worst case we would go back to the trench. The aim of the fight was clear: TO PUT AN END TO TYRANNY! 

W went through the street, on the way we passed the tower blocks, when suddenly I spotted a little castle between the blocks. It had a shape of square. Its pointed roof branched, it had four little, slightly rounded windows, one on each side. The roof made an impression of a wave, the view was astonishing. 
A little decorative path full of bushes led to it. At its end there was a colourful playground for children. A lady welcomed us at the door. She was a bit older than mum who looked at me right at this moment. We entered the palace and after a few minutes of waiting, mum asked me to stay there. She said she will come back in a moment and entered one of the rooms. 
I was waiting few minutes but no one came to me. Eventually I started looking around. One keyhole – there was no one there. Second keyhole – I can see the aforementioned lady, but I can’t see my mum! I run up the front door and saw my mum leaving this place, going toward the direction we had came from. And what about me?! ...
I called her. I shouted trying to make her come back but it did not work. I was kicking and hitting the door and eventually ... – she is coming back!
The lady, who was a director, as it turned out later on, went to open the door. Me – crying started running toward my mum’s leg. The director and mum exchanged few sentences and we came back home.
It was my first and direct contact with the system. 
After few days we came back to the kindergarten. This time we started the visit from the playground. There was everything, comparing to what we had on our backyard. Starting from swings, bug, small, for two children, through mini carousel, slide, to little wall bars on a big train with carriages that you could hop in to. There was a huge sandbox full of toys and even a little garden where children could weed and grow plants. There were flowers and vegetables. I liked playing outdoors.
The area around kindergarten was green, full of fruit trees and bushes and pine trees. In spring and summer time there were loads of various worms and caterpillars which we loved to observe. Mr Oskar was responsible for all these, as well as for supply and little repairs.
I was happy to see all this so I joined the group of children who had already been playing. I forgot about the painful and sad experience that took place just a few days ago. After about an hour we entered the premises of kindergarten. 
My joy did not last long however. I land in the group of toddlers who used to rest after the morning meal. I was used to my own rhythm of the day, so I did not want to undress like other children did. I preferred, even if I was alone, to play with the toys. I remember the moment of making the beds. I remember they were full of holes, which probably were supposed to be kind of ventilators. All this looked awful. Children were undressed and put to sleep at once, which I always objected as I could not stand when someone imposes one’s will and way of behaviour. When I was at home, no one told me to do anything, except for eating regularly, which I suppose was for my own benefit and proper development. At home there was too much work to do, so there was not time for sleep during the day. Here, it was different. The same curriculum was obligatory for all of the children and did not predict some children should have an individual path of education as they have their own way and pace of development. Treating everyone in the same way was full of imperfection. Unfortunately its victim was children. I will not even mention all the threats that come with incompetent selection of staff: violence, paedophile tendency or even routine – as no one would like to be treated like an object. Nothing will change a fact that the only optimal environment for proper young man’s development is family house. Even the best educational institution is not capable to provide such a comfort like hearth and home. No one is a better teacher than a loving parent, no one will hug like a parent. Even if someone would act in a good faith and like to be so close, he will never cross the mysterious border being afraid of accusations. Media all the time search for news and make them public in order to instigate public psychosis and as a result we see paedophiles everywhere. The problem has always existed, and escalating the fear in minds of thousands of people is more a Goebbels propaganda than really making the society aware of the problem.
When I was five I went to another group of five-year-old where for the first time I was send to the corner. It had to do with playing building blocks and to me - false interpretation of my behaviour. I felt rejected and it was not because of the other children, but by the adult who was supposed to be responsible for the mental comfort of the charges. The feeling of guilt grew in me. When I had a chance I used it immediately and I run away from kindergarten straight to home. My dad was not aware of the reason I run away, so he took me back to the kindergarten. This time, my mum explained to me I should not behave this way as it results in problems. Hence, I came back alone and decided not to run away again.
When I was seven I was taken to school. It was unforgettable experience. Over one thousand pupils in one building compared to one hundred children in kindergarten made a man feel small and totally strange. Discipline ruled in the long and huge corridors, and even more in class rooms that we could personally find out. For the first three years we were trained by a lady who terribly stank of sweat and cigarettes. Children began screaming, boxing pupils’ years and I will not even mention sending us to the corner. Education, which supposed to be fun, very fast became a burden and required more and more time. Tests and homework started and what is even worse subjective evaluation of pupils’ behaviour and attitude – teachers’ notes. When I was in class 2 I discovered that very important, if not most important role in evaluating my behaviour is the distance of my desk from the teacher’s desk. From that moment I was always sitting in the back desk. It was always connected with the threat I will get bad grades, which again due to my parents’ control influenced my comfort of life. This is how the school programme started influencing my private zone, it was gradual but eventually it took over the control over my life. The magic was gone and suddenly I realised I am drowning in the swamp of system that was impossible to get out from. Every day the same scenario followed my mind, will I be examined, will we have a test, or maybe I will get teacher’s note...? It starts all over again when I leave school. I need to run, I don’t want to be late...

CHAPTER II
Initial Washing
Year by year the curriculum was broader and more thorough. The things we were taught had nothing to do with everyday life needs. The more teaching the more useless knowledge which litters the mind and strip us of time. A man comes back tired from school, after eight hours of encoding, he eats his third meal and the only thing he feels like doing is to lie down and forget about the whole tiring day. You just need to take the rubbish out, do the shopping, and do your homework. And what about life?! ...
When I was ten, I was really concerned and worried. The whole family gathered. I felt dizzy during the holy mass, and after it food poising manifested its power and I started throwing up. I was generally exhausted so all I could do after coming back home was to passively watch the day passing by. When everyone had fun, I could only lie and did not even had strength think about mucking about – this is how the adults called my way of exploring the world. Truth is the party, just like most of the holidays and feasts in the technical world, especially church holidays, were all about eating and exchanging glances during long meetings. Everything was happening like in a movie that you have already seen, for a thousand of times. Sea of wishes, distracting attention by giving an envelope with money, and then coming back to own business. Unfortunately, a young man of promise had a statistical role to play. It was similar with the organisational aspect. The role of the priests who continue the power started over six thousand years ago in the place of today’s’ Egypt, responsible for practicing the ceremonies or of someone wish to call it selling indulgences and sacraments, which should be valued individually by each believer, in fact was limited to rattling off the prayers and archaic formulas with a sleepy and moaning mood and collecting tithe from unaware people. And though the times of dying for the truth and being banished for expressing thoughts at loud has gone long ago, the same bloodthirsty system rules its remains in the hands of unaware subordinates. I say the remaining as the truth is only a small percentage of people in the world still believe in what the church preachers say and their number sharply decreases not only year by year but month by month. The missionaries note sharp decrease of popularity of Christianity in the Third World and mass return to the previous beliefs. Even private, one of the three cities which constitute so called CRWON, beside London and Washington DC – Vatican (under foreign ruling) from some time now is trying at any cost abolish the imposed limitations and stop the irreversible process. Recently, in official way they have admitted that extraterrestrial civilizations exist, which is the fact know for everyone for a long time, and that is not always information taken from the main source of information. Second millennium is passing by and we as a society are still kept at the poor level inaccessible for the Light. Because we are still told to worship the cross. We are unaware and controlled. 
As it is commonly known, human body functions like a decoder which defines the world by emotions and perception. Each man has different opinion and perception due to various experiences. That is why soul by a body gets access to the three-dimensional reality. When finishing the stage which is called life, soul as being immortal comes back to the place where it came from and safes the experience gathered during life which by improving awareness reaches a higher level of development. That is why those of us who experienced a lot, can see the pain and suffering of human beings and not only. Others instead take up action timing at preventing the suffering. The lower level of negative vibration, the higher level on the development ladder. Briefly speaking, the more foolish you are, the more love and understanding you need. The level of frequency depends on the distance of the wave and frequency of appearing which is measured in Hz per second in SI system. The higher it is, the shorter wave and it appears more often. Within the lower frequency there are the all the negative feelings, such as fear, uncertainty, sorrow, shame, guilt, jealousy (opposite to love), envy, anger, vindictiveness, rage. The latter cause faster development of cancer cells. This is exactly through creating lower frequencies resulting for instance from the fear of the Final Judgement which we are reminded about all the time. The say the angry God shall judge our sins (including original sin) and send people to the eternal damnation. Also sue to constant evoking the feeling of guilt, the church programme deprives us of power and hinders our development. 

YOUR POWER FINISHES THERE 
WHERE YOUR FEAR BEGINS

Did the being called Immanuel, known as Jesus wanted to create a huge corporation by his doctrine and preaching? Did he want to build the temples of pride by his words and giving praise to the idols and items and move towards self-destruction? Does the Creative Power, which gave us life can be happy knowing where we are going to? And you, as a human, what would you feel, if you knew that your beloved child is full of mad possession instead of living happy life in harmony with the entire being. And when he is striving to be perfect he creates emptiness around him and recklessly destroys life in all its expressions...
It all started about six thousand years ago in a place of today’s Egypt. Certain tribes lived there and run constant battles. There was also one which was not interested in wealth and power. It lived in peace with everyone, but its number was small. Its leader was Egyp. The warlike tribes were killing each other and when one of it gained advantage over the other, another tribe appeared, usually stronger than the one that won. It was a vicious circle. Eventually, one day the leaders of the tribes decided it is time for peace. They gathered all the leaders to discuss the possibility of joining the forces and stop the wars and battles. They decided to choose one leader out of all those who gathered who shall keep the peace and do everything to that is possible to live in justice. Egyp was the one who was chosen as the leader. Under his ruling, the state named Egypt was flourishing. New laws have been established which were in harmony with nature. Everyone was equal, trade and farming was developing. There was a time of freedom, but most of all there was no threat of war from the outside. The years were passing by and everyone was happy. One day, Egyp died and a new leader was chosen. Then, there were few who wanted his power. They were outstandingly intelligent, hence very soon they chose a leader among themselves and reached spiritual frame of mind. From then on, every pharaoh was chosen from the group of candidates selected to hold this office. A new ruler who was simply a puppet in the hand of the priests hiding in a shadow, he was presented as a messenger sent by God. They wanted to give him the attributes of being holy. People instead, to the contrary of their beliefs were instilled faith in one God. They started to build the temples and make up new rituals which aimed at taking over the control over people and distract their attention from what really was going on in the state. The system created so long ago lasts till today. It gives a new beginning to all the monotheist regions in the world. Over the years it has been upgraded by the priests and made a human a slave on the day of his birth. Due to it he is perfectly prepared to the future role. Someone wise said:

THE ULTIMATE IN SLAVERY 
IS A SITUATION IN WHICH A HUMAN 
WHILE BEING A SLAVE STILL THINKS 
HE IS FREE

I have never liked going to school, though it was believed by many, that this is the only way to get somewhere in your life. Everyone wanted to be “someone” and because of it he wanted to have the best grades and be taught be the best teachers in the best schools. People were participating in a race in which their minds were littered. All they wanted is to meet expectations of their pseudo tutors whose main aim was to hinder the thinking process while processing other systems. 
PLEIADERS stated that life of an average citizen of this planet is about 75 years old, while at the being surface there is a development equal to 7 months of their lives. Nothing else to add.
There were times when in Egypt people believed in many Gods who appeared on earth every now and then. These were highly developed representatives of space species, not always human kind. The pictures on the rocks, pyramids presenting helicopters and flying saucer, all kinds of information beginning from Bible scriptures (ELOHIM, NEPHILIM) as well as sculptures preserved are the evidence of it (NASCA) and other confirmations and evidence from various beings – complex of social awareness (RA, CASSIOPEIA, PLEIADIANS, LIRIANS AND ANDROMEDANS). The pyramids are not only full of pictures but they also constitute a source of energy (a mummy has never been found in a pyramid). As it turned out we have an amazing and impressive space bloodline. We have been created out of twelve species and we are not the only once on the face of the Earth. Currently there are eleven alien civilizations starting from Maldek (known as a big foot), who due to the war caused destruction of the home planet by Reptilians who, what is very interesting, have the bodies like we have but there are also forms more developed than ours (not all of them are good). For a long time now there are basis, and underground cities (India and France Territory) where more advanced races live and believe we are wild inhabitants of the planet. You will not find out his on TV. Why ten no one is talking about it..?

CHAPTER III
Two Roads

As it is commonly known, in the Universe of free will, our Universe, people have FREE WILL. Two opposite powers exist there, these are Light and Darkness, or if someone prefers God and Satan. Power of the Light and Darkness is made of beings that thanks to their free will chose one of the roads. The difference is exploring energy which in case of Light goes outside by love and in case of Darkness by the fear, the energy goes inside. To be more precise, it all depends on TO WHOM YOU SERVE.
Bright beings are willing to serve others as according to the Law of Unity they believe in unity with the entire universe, and the energy comes back to them by love. 
Dark beings however are willing to serve themselves and aim at power and control. The powers of darkness run constant battle due to which the weaker lose their energy which is taken over by the stronger once. 
Every single being is conscious creature depending on the development level and the lessons learned. These levels are called densities. There are eight densities but we as the inhabitants of planet Earth live on the third one. 
The first level is so called dead matter, which are stones and water and plans which learn the awareness from the fire and winter. The firs, red energy centre respond to it. It is called basic chakra or the centre of the red beam. It is situated, just like all the other seven centres, in a human body, in a spine, at its bottom. 
Second density is formed by advanced forms of plants and animals. Characteristic feature of this density is size, and the beings are of course conscious as well. The second, orange chakra responds to it. It is called orange beam centre. It is located just below the belly-bottom. 
Apropos plants, a dozen or so years ago, researches were carried out. The plants were connected to the measurement equipment. Several people were coming up, and one person, on purpose, broke one of the branches. Each time this person tried to approach the plant again, the plant (here it was a flower) was sending clear signals that it recognises the man and the stress level was increasing. 
The third density is formed by dolphins and people. For a long time everyone knows that there is a telepathic way of communication between dolphins and people born in Australia. The beings in this density are self-aware, the aim however is to choose between two roads. This is the shortest stage. At this stage a human being starts a lesson of love. The third density is connected to the third yellow chakra, also called yellow beam centre. It is located at the solar plexus level.
The fourth density is formed by the physical beings which are mainly spiritual beings. Their main aim is to broaden the love lesson and also the final stage which is starting the lesson of wisdom. This density refers to the fourth chakra, also called green beam centre or higher emotional centre. It is located at the heart level. 
The fifth density is made up of not physical beings. Their aim is to learn the wisdom lesson. The fifth chakra refers to it. It is also called blue beam centre or the lower intellectual centre. It is located at the place of throat.
The sixth density is made up of not physical beings which are pure thinking forms. This density does not have polarisation, Light and Darkness combine into one and the creatures which were aimed at serving themselves are forced to change their polarisation and waste a lot of energy. The sixth density refers to the sixth chakra called indigo beam centre or so called third eye located between the eyebrows.
The seventh density leads the beings into the phase of timelessness and makes them start their way toward the Highest Creator. This density refers to the eighth chakra is called the crown centre or purple beam centre which is located at the top of a head in the area of the fontanel. 
The eighth density gives also beginning to a new octave. 
In order to get – to enter the fourth density you need to meet certain conditions. 
In case of the beings who serve themselves by other people, at least 51% of the total number needs to change into serving others. The key is love. In case of beings serving themselves, the minimum required to get the promotion is 95% of actions aimed as serving each other. It is also connected with certain difficulties resulting from missing the fourth energy centre. THE MATERIAL ASPECT HAS NO MEANING. Both ways are of equal difficulty level.
Each being has a right to express their mind when making decisions. Starting from the beings of the second density, they have one vote. The third density – two votes, fourth – three and so on. The votes are multiplied by each other so for example the votes of ten beings on the third density shall give 1024 votes, while the votes of one hundred people on the second density shall give one hundred. The first density has no votes. Currently we are standing at the door of huge change which last took place about 26 million years ago. Our planet, just like we do, goes to the fourth density, which is confirmed by increasing the density of Earth waves. Up to now it was 7.8 MHZ is to reach 13 MHZ. As of today it is approximately 10 MHZ. Another prove for the change to come is the observed increase in Sun’s activity and also sudden increase in the mass and brightness of the planets (Jupiter by over 200%). All of the planets which are also living beings are preparing for this event. On 21 December 2012, this is a Day in Mayan Calendar which ends the cycle, we are to leave three-dimensional reality and enter the fourth awareness density. What will be the results of it? 
We will regain the former power, lost, among others, by deactivation (by the Darkness powers) of ten out of twelve active DNA helixes. This process is happening. From several years now, children that are born have Tyree active helixes (CHILDREN OF A NEW ERA.) We will be able to rewind or move forward the linear time, just like a video tape or we will be able to levitate. We will be able to teleport, instantly cure (the cripple shall walk, the blind will see) and we will have power of telepathy. The level of will be changed, like in case of Neo in the last part of first Matrix movie.
Those who will not be promoted shall lose their up to date experience and start the cycle once again on a different planet of a third density.
At the age of twelve, shortly after the change implemented in the system, when we moved from „to be” to “to have” problems with women started. Truth is I was in loved but it was pure love, and we were too young to make it shallow and move it only to the erotic aspect. Indescribable pleasure for me was to be in the presence of the one I loved. She was slim, had long hair. She played the piano so beautifully. Everything was happening in mind. With admiration I was looking at Her Finders dancing on the piano. I had an impression they were transparent, as I could see the slightest blood vessels through the silk skin. They were so different than mine, but so beautiful. We met in second class of primary school. We were together for three years up to the moment, her parents decided to move to another city. Then our ways diverged. 
This time it was not love in any meaning of this word, but the first accidental walk with “over controlled” friend. Maybe that is the reason why the visit in service ended up on an „inspection” of air bags and hauling her back home. I have to admit that I also had a chance to taste beer at this time (up to thirteen per night) but preferred to forget this situation. Shortly after that, “inspections” were carried out. Though my “compressor” was still not efficient, it was very absorbing. Me as a fresh vulcanization man could learn both about types driving properties of the “vehicles.” After some time, I longed to start my own business so I went to the biggest “service” in the city. I paid and I was given accelerated course for panel beater. As a qualified worker now I had all the tools and equipment necessary to implement my plans. I started from quick and aggressive advertisements in most renowned place in Torun and its vicinity. As I had huge resources, as for the days gone by, I had a possibility to repair in every single place at every time of the day. In a very short period of time I run few spectacular repairs, and also few complete overhauls which were not recommended, and due to it the gems (and sometimes vehicles) suddenly changed the user. This or that way. The traffic was very bad. There were days it was hard to meet the deadlines. And one day, while walking down the boulevard, I fell in love...
I saw an angle going our direction. She had slightly wavy hair. I saw her and said to my friend:
- Wow! 
- I know her. Her name is Asia. Talk to her. – encouraged my friend.
- Asia?.. – I called quietly looking at her.
The girl at once turned back and said:
- Yes, you know my name?
- We have common friend. – I said and came up to her. – Hi, my name is Staś, can we talk for a moment?
- Yes... – she answered.
- Maybe we could sit down and chat for a while? – I suggested.
- Yes, why not.
- This is Grzegorz. – I introduced my friend.
- Grzegorz, nice to meet you.
- Asia, nice to meet you too. – she said and they shook hands.
- Let’s sit down under the umbrella. What would you like to drink, Asia? – I asked.
- Tomato juice, please.
- And you, Grześ?
- Beer for me.
- So I also take beer. – I said and went to the bar.
We talked to a dozen of mines or so. I stared at her like at a picture. At the end of the meeting we arranged meeting for the evening. She was nineteen and was created for the lofty ideas. 
The evening was terrific. We went to one of the clubs. We cast brief and secret glances at each other. We touched gently while listening to carefully chosen songs. At the end of our first date I took her home and declared I wish to meet her next day. I came with a basket of roses and saw my blissful eyes. 
I was in seventh heaven...
This was experience entirely different from the once I had so far when I felt like a “body screw”. So far I only felt the increasing hunger and now I made a decision of creating a relationship based on love. The happiness lasted over a year, when the relationship same to an end due to the natural reasons. She was twenty, wanted to settle down and that could cause problems when I took desires into account and first of all a problem for fifteen years old boy. I felt empty. I went to psychiatrist as I longed to diminish my pain through gentle and open conversation. I hoped to understand and accept the situation. A doctor with a funny surname had consultation with me. With his help everything stabilized. 

Chapter IV
Main Washing
 It was impossible to come back to the former way of life as I felt no longer pleasure in treating beautiful beings as objects. I knew they are valuable. I decided to look inside of me and longed to find out answer to the eternal who am I. The journey, that lasted a dozen years started. Upon short fascination of far east region I came back to the former world. I decided to look for the answers everywhere. I had lots of friends from all social groups. I was visiting the places where so called underground people were coming. They were accepting everything that human body and mind could stand. Though I need to admit it was hard with this second one. I was called to military service. The officer who found out I take drugs send me immediately to psychiatrist. The latter said I am not disciplined and I do not obey any authorities. He was suspicious I want to get the gut too much and said for me it is too early for army. Thank to it I skipped the most stupid thing that could happened to me in my life. So many people wants to go to army and they hope they life will change. These are mainly people with difficult financial situation or offspring of the soldiers who were told to love uniform. I have a friend who wanted to follow his grandfather and hoped for quite good life with no worries. I say quite because recently in Poland a group was formed of professional privates who earn less than two hundred polish zloty and are used as a cannon fodder by decision makers who do with them whatever they want to.
If a young man, who goes to army, was aware that he will be forced to kill innocent people when fighting for freedom of their country in the name of material benefits of a group of manipulators, they would do everything they can not to go. Things that are taking place in Iraq require strong reaction of the world society. In order to keep control over the biggest portal in the world that is on the Iraq territory (app. 1000 km long) and to eliminate certain species which are follow up of the old genetic line, whose ancestors in ancient Sumer times took part in defeating the alien invaders, kill innocent people (including children!) It is similar in Afghanistan which is the biggest opium supplier since the American army entered there with its troops (the production tripled). The soldiers are simply forced to take part in the missions. When refused they are threaded with severe consequences. So what they do is go and die and the moral worms become richer and richer. None talks about these facts, as they do not want to cause massive uprising, especially fully controlled media, who have their programme councils. Its task is to keep the people far away from the information and present vague and deformed reality. The entire team of experts against viewers who do not suspect anything. As a result over ninety percent of the society does not know that in February, Dutch government was dissolved. It was caused by one of the parties which demanded immediate withdrawal of army from Iraq. The researches run so far order by the Dutch government have proved that the WAS IN IRAQ IS ILLEGAL. As to Al-Kaida terrorists, truth is they are CIA ARMED FORCES. This group was formed in order to attack World Trade Centre on 11 September and evoke panic. People immediately demanded to be protected more than so far. This enable USA government (and not only!) to implement restrictions and deprive people of their rights. In USA the state imposed on them a right to take away the possessions from the people without any justification and also to take people to prison on a charge of terror. THERE ARE NO TERRORIST except of those working for the government agencies! Long before the disaster, WTC were planned to be demolished due to asbestos which covered its construction. The cost of destroying it would be at least four milliard dollars, so it was decided to dear down them using termite. It was found later on in the rubbles. It was all under “control.” Termite is used to melt steel, as its combustion is close to 3000 Celsius degree. Thanks to it, the new WTC owner Larry Silverstein, instead of losing money, he gained several milliard dollars compensation. After the catastrophe they suddenly found ID documents and things belonging to the alleged terrorists whose names were on the government list. Somehow the belongings were not destroyed. Some of them, as it turned out later on, live normal life in the North Africa. They had no idea about the whole case. Osama Bin Laden, during Bush aDEMONization, himself was treated for kidneys in one of the government’s hospitals in America. These types of tricks are shown to us for a long time. The example can be the crash at the beginning of the 20 century caused by J.D. Rockefeller, who thanks to a widespread gossip led to greatest stock exchange slump. Because of it, millions of USA inhabitants lost their homes. This is the real big picture of the situation.
I did not want to waste the time so I came to the point. 
There was music, substances; there were moments I did not realise on what planet I currently work. It was a vicious circle, like a carousel with too saturated colours. Only the mornings were different from each other when I was partly conscious and remembered the moments of the past nights. As it is easy to guess, moral crises came upon me. Relationship with the closest family went worse. Though I always knew what time is it, the time started to disappear. . . 

Omnipotent nothingness
you are a creature of the fools’ consciousness
to the senses you are monstrous.
Before the wisdom shall suppress you,
not only one shall be tempted by your slimy charm...

The years gone by, I lived day by day, moment by moment. The only things that changed were the places and environment. I had an impression that thanks to it I am outside any control, till the moment, I found myself in a position, that the Light, if it falls into, has problems with getting out. I was put in the slammer...
It was not an accident, but a result of aware actions resulting from the will of possessing. It had more and more influence on my way of thinking. The world and people were not important then. Now I could learn about the system from the inside and feel personally what does the process of improving morality is, which is called “rehabilitation”. In fact, ironically enough, it was closing people in the cages. ..
Of course the system itself lost nothing, to the contrary, it gained full control, and what is even more – the reason to burden hardly breathing citizen even more with the use of the settled legal regulations. At the moment of shutting the door of prison, automatically, real, though invisible, chains were put on hands of accidental member of a society. Cost of keeping a prisoner in isolation amounts to about 2 thousand polish zloty per month, excluding health care cost for those who take care of the convicted. The figured it out quite well, don’t you think, “a man to a man is like a wolf, let them kill each other.” We are not only robbed of our money when we pay obligatory taxes for prison maintenance, where at the decision of people, whose morality is doubtful, the lion’s share of the money goes to “secret purpose” (1% goes under-the-counter for the church), but also our money goes for fight with ourselves. Of course other fees follow, and when we pay all the bills, one third of our blood, sweat and tears we can allocate to feed our family and ourselves. High society, however, does everything in order to keep Mr Smith at the level of rather backward slave, who needs only a few gadgets to be happy and few latest technological news which efficiently distract our attention (latest research proves that watching TV makes it easy to put a viewer in a programmable state of mind within beta waves frequency.) We are treated like mentally ill monkeys. And I am not talking about the political class, which except from the height of salary is not much different from us, due to the work they do as they are even more preoccupied with making the system work. I think here about fascists who form New World Order group (NWO) who thanks to hiding technologies, sell the Earth and let the aliens to kidnap its citizens.
Very few people know that the real level of technical advancement exceeds the main science by over thousand years now. I talk here about STEALTH technology, nanotechnology, for instance, clothes made of so small molecules that they penetrate atom structure (they can penetrate a body) and flying saucers manufactured in Brazil and USA for so many years. The flying saucers are streamlined version of VRIL vehicles produced during Hitler times. Their movement is like moving on an air bag, it is like sliding on electron stream. As some of us already know, time travels are possible. And what is even more important we have access to FREE ENERGY type equipment, which due to over production (more energy is being produced that it is consumed in a process of production), they are able to complete the era of fossil fuel extracting in one moment. That would improve life quality. Unfortunately, we all know why they are kept in a secret. Our contacts with aliens resembles so much the contact with the first white settlers and Indians from whom land was bought for just a few glass beads. On American fields, for a long time now, farmers discover animals with heads cut off. The cuts were very precise and did not damage the cells. It was too difficult to achieve by people, even in laboratories. Every year, only in USA, about one million adults and one hundred thousand children disappear! With help of secret agencies, which originate in the Middle Ages, inter alia Masonic lodge, former brotherhoods, penetrated all the areas of social life, policy and business and created the biggest and most murderous syndicate ever in the history of humanity called ILUMINATI. Part of it creates also so called BILDERBERG GROUP. It consists of 126 most influential people in the world, starting from bankers – Rothschild, Rockefeller, through royal family members to industry titans. Dan Brown mentioned about it many times in his books. These are secret societies which have their representatives working for the government, in security services in most countries of the world (including all superpowers), where even the presidents – modern pharaohs – though the hold these offices have no access to information. All depends on the level of initiation. Andrzej Olechowski could be used as an example, mason having higher position, Bilderberg Group worker of long standing, who is to hold the office of the president of Poland in accordance with the elite’s will. And though not everyone is aware of it, especially inferior members, their aim is to take over full control over the world. They want to introduce chips and as a result make people slaves. The first actions towards it began in early thirties of the past century. IG FARBEN supported German NSDAP and made it possible for Hitler to take over the power. Meantime, in 1934, Turing Franklin D. Roosevelt ruling and created FED – Federal Reserve Bank which in fact is owned by a few influential New York’s banker families. Unfortunately the plan failed and fascists lost their battle. Nuremberg trials condemned director IG Farben Fritz ter Meer for genocide. Thanks to his banker friends he was suddenly discharged in 1952. Five years later, in 1957, Meer becomes director of Bayer company, the same that released “by accident” the vaccines infected with HIV virus. He holds this office for over half century. Former German chancellor - Helmut Kohl, was one of his closest friends. Today’s chancellor – Angela Merkel was called by him “my little girl.”
A different strategy was adopted when the war have finished. The League of Nations was set up, which later on was transformed into ONZ and several others worldwide organisations (inter alia WHO, WTO.) Now these are the once to implement the plan. 
Another step was to set up continental Unions. There was a plan to settle new laws and regulations that would help to recreate all in one formation with one central government. This is how European, Asian and Africa Union were created and ... 
This is where the problem starts, as the Latin America countries, among others Cuba, Venezuela, Argentina – which notices sudden economic growth (ARGENTINA MIRACLE) upon being freed from USA influence – managed to form only North-American Union which joins USA, Canada and Mexico. It was quite the same with European Union, where due to referendum several countries rejected so called Lisbon Treaty which was nothing else but European constitution which was to abolish the existing laws of the member states. Poland was one of these countries. It leads to a change in ordinances on joining Lisbon. This time the treaty was to be accepted under-the-counter by the parliament, without referendum and ignore objection of the society. 
To sum up, the aimed at taking over the countries without a need of giving even one shut. In case of Poland, which is very interesting, a full and translated version of the treaty in question was taken to the Seym (the lower Chamber of the Polish Parliament) just few hours before the voting. It was impossible to review the latter thoroughly as it was three hundred page documents. Member of Parliament simply did not know what the subject of voting is. As it turned out later on, Lisbon Treaty:
-	Introduces European constitution
-	Deprives Member States of right to veto 
-	Makes it possible to change the Union in the future without the need of holding an international conference,
-	Gives a possibility to the Union to set up the regulations which govern each area of our lives.
Just a few words on the matter. European Committee is supreme authority. Its members are not appointed by Parliament and they are not subject to the changes. This is why from 19 November 2009, a Herman Van Rompuy (a man from nowhere) was appointed as a first and fixed chairman of the European Union. On 1 December 2009, when signing the Lisbon Treaty by the president L. Kaczyński, Poland, as a state, in a formal aspect, does not exist anymore. ...

CHAPTER V
Whirling
Even though my family was coming there to visit me, I came back as a worse person. I was not aware of the reasons why it was like this, and somehow I started to feel aversion to the people working in the structures of executive judiciary. I felt I am lost and what is even worse, I knew I am losing woman’s love.
My beloved sweetheart,
I hardly see you and I am so afraid I will lose you.
Indescribably generous
You fill forests and meadows full of flowers with life
And they are so thirsty for you.
And I am a flower, growing in the midst of oaks
I miss your generosity so much as I do not fell it.
I flower in a shade and in a shade I will fall asleep,
And being different, I will remain free...
 
During another, this time, accidental visit to the prison was a breakthrough. Mother, who has never been ill for fifty years of her life, and it seemed that she is like a tank – not possible to stop her, suddenly she was told she has a cancer. All of this was not funny anymore. For the first months of being in prison, she was angry with me and did not reply to letters I wrote to her. I won’t even mention any visit. Nothing surprising, as the most problematic and at the same time, most colourful part of her life suddenly left her. Dozen or so months later, when she came to see me for the first time, I heard the truth – that seemed like a sentence. I burst into tears, but felt empty inside thinking about death, after all it was mainly an incentive to awake love.
Suddenly I realised only love can change something. Only desire of change, full of love, has a sufficient power to change the situation. I reached the balance by meditation, I swore to myself and to the Highest Creator, who is in fact the entire creation, that from that moment I shall follow the way of love and truth, just to change something, to heal her! ...

God

 

 
...

I was not waiting long. After few months the situation was so changed and course of things around me was so amazing, that when I only thought about something, it was happening before my very eyes. My mum’s health problems disappeared (by themselves) as fast as it appeared. Soon after, I was released and exonerated in court. Soon I finished writing a new poetry volume, then another one. Eventually I wrote my first book and money to publish it was godsend to me. Because I was using one bank account in two different places at the same time, bank system made a mistake and I got 90 thousand PLN as it sent the same money to two different bank accounts. Of course the mistake was quickly noticed, nevertheless the ‘turbulences’ directly contributed to gaining funds for publishing. Similar “accidents” were multiplying. It was happening so often that I stopped paying attention to it and fully accepted the fact of THOUGHTS CREATIVE POWER. I heard about it long ago, but unfortunately I was subject to the powers which were not kind to me. These were waiting for my passions to be fulfilled and tempted me all the time. They wanted me to give up freely to a control of human mind – it was hard to notice, even harder to believe. The weaker will to resist temptation, the deeper dream and more difficult way which aims at shaking-up a man and tear him out of material world illusion. However, even upon release, the illusion shall always constitute one of the options. The lessons we have not learned will come back to us in a form of other situations, at first glance. Then, it is good to stop and wonder for a while, if the choice we make is the right one, and is it what we want and what we hoped for. 
I experienced one of these situations in the second half of 2009. Together with my friend, keen horse breeder, we visited horse racetrack on Warsaw Służewiec. I am not good at races, so my role was to be observer and companion. And because I love horses (I even used to ride) for their beauty which I could admire long hours, I decided to go. Maksim, it is his name, planned to enter four out of his twenty horses. He called them “treasures” which really had a chance to win. He was in for over twenty years. We slept in a hotel on Warsaw Mokotów, where on the second day, there was a party of volleyball players ladies, and it is not hard to guess we end up there. After about two hours we got a telephone from the stable that something is wrong with one of the mare. “It is lying and hardly breathing...” We left the hotel immediately. There was no taxi in front of the main entrance. Maxim’s legs were shaking, but he took out car keys from his pocket and got in to his car. When I saw it, I took the keys from him, saying:
- I will drive, it will be safer. I am more sober.... 
I drunk earlier about two bears, and he about ten glasses. I got on the car. I turned toward Służewiec, and suddenly ... I could hear a sound of Police car with a siren on. I looked in the window and saw a police man showing us to pull over and stop. I could not go any further as they said I have 0.91 blood alcohol level so I spent the next night in detoxification centre. They let me go home in the morning. But before that I was asked if I have ever been treated by a psychiatrist. I said yes. After several weeks I got a summons to appear in the court’s doctors office in order to state if I am sound of mind and I can be held liable for my actions. This is how I got here...
- yes, I had a few head injuries. – I answered.
- What kind of? – asked the doctor.
- When I was a little boy, I fell of a chair and I had a soft head.
- What do you mean saying soft?
- Mum said, it was soft, like there was no bone at the back of my head.
- What about other injuries?
- Concussion and few loss of consciousness.
- And what was the cause?
- Assault and battery 
The doctor made some notes and asked:
- Have you ever taken drugs?
- Yes.
- What sort of?
- All kind of. – I said.
- Alcohol?
- Yes, long ago.
- And now?
- Generally I don’t drink.
- Do you have a criminal record?
- Yes.
- What have you done?
A moment of silence, and I said:
- I cheated someone.
- Who?
- A bank.
- Have you been to prison?
- Yes, I have.
- For how long, and when have you been released?
- In 2006, after about three years I was acquitted.
The doctor noted my answer, and then she picked up the phone, dialled a number and hears:
-	Listen, could you come to me, here.... yes......
About a minute later, someone entered the room. I was sitting back toward the door, so I after a moment I noticed it was a man.
-	This is the doctor who examined you long ago, do you recognise him? – asked the lady?
-	No. – I answered, looking at him.
The doctor sat next to us and looked into my record and asks:
-	What do you do in Warsaw?
-	I was on horse race.
-	Really?
-	Yes, but just as a companion, it is my friend who is in the business. 
A moment of silence. Doctor shows something to the lady and then said to me:
-	You were in this car.
-	Yes. 
-	You were driving?
-	No, my friend.
-	Your friend drove in Warsaw?
-	No, me. 
The doctor was skipping through the pages and started reading:
-	On 4th September in the city of Warsaw, you were driving a car under the influence of alcohol... Do you have a driving license?
-	Yes – I answered.
He goes to another page and says:
-	I wanted to drive in order to protect my friend from the consequences ... And how are you right now? – he asked
-	Not too well. – I Said
-	Why is that?
-	Because what is happening now is another attempt of taking control over me. – I answered. 
Then, the doctor stopped asking me about anything. They thanked me for my time, and let me go. 
I left the office with a bit mixed feeling. On one hand I was happy it was all over, on the other hand I was upset with me that I let myself to be in a trap so easily. I felt a bit blue knowing I will have to be now very careful. In the past days, I also had friends, thanks to whom I always got into troubles, and I had to get out of them alone. If I could turn back the hands of time, I would not drink the alcohol only because someone else was drinking. It was my lesson learned from that experience. 
To do something under others influence, who due to their “style of life” remain under control of STS (Serve to Self) beings, is nothing else but giving away control and power wilfully. This is how power of Darkness work. They can’t directly take over power over you, unless you do it willingly. So what they do is to make you reach a deadlock. Because you are doing it alone it is always hard to get out. So it does not matter if I reach my hand to get delicious or poisoned food, substances or sex which aims at satisfying animal urge. Each time we are under influence. What matters is the PURITY OF INTENTION.

CHAPTER VI
Drying
It was the end of February, and I felt strong need to write another book, that I planned to write over half a year ago. I managed to regenerate after eight months of hard and intensive work, and besides I was closer to the magic border of beautiful thirty centuries. 
I planned to pass it this year thanks to my own, hard work. Direct contact with people was a great pleasure to me, and gave me huge satisfaction. There are not many more pleasant things in life than seeing smile on people’s faces. 
I knew I need to act.
The goal of my, longer visit was the city of meetings. I have already visited Lodz, Warsaw, Krakow and Katowice where I spend a few days. Eventually I went to Wroclaw. On the train, like it often happens in Inter Regio trains, which offer a bit faster connection that the stopping trains, and a bit cheaper that the fast trains, there were no free seats. Though I did not care much about the price, this was the only direct connection at this time of a day. After few minutes of waiting, I noticed there is a free place by the window, with my back toward the ride direction. I sat in front of young student, who was reading a book. She was sitting next to fat guy with a huge luggage from which he took out a black computer. A conductor was checking the tickets and I saw people crowded in the corridor. 
After two hours of determined watching advertisements on the internet (with his tongue outside), the “suspended” guy move out the headphones from his ears. I looked at him and asked:
-	Is it Wroclaw already?
I saw he was slowly coming back to reality.
-	Yes, in few minutes. – he answered.
I looked at the battery, which after two hours of work still shows it was used only in half. I was curious, so I asked:
-	New?
-	What? – asked the man, as he was not sure what am I asking about.
-	Your computer. – I said.
-	Mac? …
Short moment of break (to notice lack of difference between one and another) and says:
-	Yes, new. 
-	I was curious how long you can work on its battery.
-	Seven hours.
-	Long, though after few years it is changing.
-	Not here – said the man firmly.
-	Oh, not here ... you see, I have a computer for three years now, and its battery works hardly a few minutes, and the batteries are pretty the same.
-	Not really, it is like with a car. Maluch (a small car popular in Poland) and Mercedes as well. This is Mac, it cost ten thousand!
-	So it will work eternally? 
-	 Yes. – answered the man.
I was not going to talk with this guy any more. I knew this pattern of thoughts. When I found out the “truth” about the computers (and Macs); I took my luggage and moved toward the door. I wondered if the guy apart from the trade mark and artificially created image knows anything about the past of Mercedes company which pays with the suffering of thousand of forced workers. Maybe he does not even know that one of his relatives could die in the past because of slave system in a German monster company.
When I got out of the train, it turned out I will not buy anywhere any newspaper with room for rent advertisements. It was already after three pm. Suddenly I remembered a house in Karłowice estate, where I used to live in 2007. I decided to go there. I moved toward the tram, and I noticed a man sitting on a low wall. He was wearing black anorak and he was digging in a small transparent foil bag. I stood beside him. After few moments he noticed me.
- Good morning, do you like poetry? – I asked.
- I would eat a chicken. I would eat whole chicken and then another I would eat. Why do I need poetry if I am hungry? – he said. 
Another system victim – I thought and started looking for money in my pocket.
I stretched my hand to him and said:
-	This is for you, Sir.
-	Thank you. – he said and tidied up big carrier bag full of empty plastic bottles. 
It was one of the situations in which two different realities crashed and force to define them once again. I felt better.
Selfless help had some magic and made me regain my wings in a wink of an eye.
I was on tram number seven. I passed few tram stops and I was heading towards my former flat. The memories were nice. And though, this time, the price was not affordable, as for 600 polish zloty in other part of the country I could rent a flat. Anyway, I had a peace here. 
My house was situated in the suburbs. Next to it there were allotments and on the other side in the distance of two hundred metre there was a park. During my first visit I was going there to sunbathe. It was also perfect place for jogging, and one of very few secluded places without cars.
Last year, when I came here with “The Opening” I lived in a hostel in the very centre of the city. I had to go about 20 minutes by tram to get to the first green haven. And it was not a park, nor forest, but normal lot with some trees. I was getting there through an old fence. It was not reasonable, taking into account that the owner could chase me away, however, this longing for the nature was stronger than me as I needed to charge up my batteries. I was lying between the trees, birds were singing, and what is most important the zone was free from the greatest murderer of human thoughts – noise. 
Many people, because of the civilisation disease does not long to commune with nature. Progressive degradation of values, and what follows – lack of respect to the Earth makes a man like a weed. He resembles a bio-robot with a function set on “receiving” than a native citizen of the planet. I love the Earth. I feel a close, I would even say intimate relation with it. I love its scent, flavour, and also everything that Has to do with poetry is subtle. It is a mother to me, always patient and carrying, and though many of my brothers and sisters do not care about it, I long to give my love to the Earth. I am planning to fulfil my dream this year. I am planning to acquire 1hectacre of Land and with my own hands (pursuant to ANASTASIA’s CONCEPT) I want to create a love space which would give me possibility to live in accordance with the laws of the Universe. I shall start from building a house. It will be small house but built with my own hands, in which every single thing, the floor, each wall, plank and every splinter will be full love. I plan to live there. I shall plant an oak next to my house – ancestral tree, and I shall sink a well from which I will draw the water of life that does not smell like plastic, and I will slake my thirst with this water in scorching days. I plan to have an orchard next to my house. With apple-trees that have juicy and sweet apples, pear-trees with branches full of fruit, and also plums, cherries, peaches with silk skin and nuts. On summer days I will sleep in a hammock listening to the bird songs. Around the patrimony, which now will be the treasure of my future family, I am planning to plant a hazel and bilberry, and I will invite about three hundred trees to one fourth of the settlement and I will pick mushrooms among them. I will also find a place for a few cedars, birches, poplars and chestnuts so they could lose their leafs and fertilize the soil. My vegetable patch will be full of plants sowed with love. Very few people know that a plant sowed with love (power of awareness) which by salvia gets information about us, becomes a wonderful cure and medicine to all the health problems. Again, this time love has a core meaning. At the end (or who know, maybe before or in the middle) I shall welcome her – my Goddess. With her I shall create life and regain paradise on Earth. This is how it is going to be.

Come on, follow every superficiality
On the contrary to your forefathers examples
Who were full of virtues and nature more than refinement
- you are like straw in the midst of your rationality.

When I saw McDonald’s advertisement “Go for quality” I did not know should I laugh or cry. Meat of genetically modified cattle – or actually the remaining are formed in a meatball that resembles pooh is called a hamburger. There are more chemical substances in it that nutritients. After such an injection a man loses his mental acuity, fart and puff like a huge, swelling larva. 
Over the recent weeks “the elite from Wiejska street” contrary to the conscious opinion of the majority of Polish society – together with the PAN members, who were warning against irreversible consequences of GMO, introduced into the Polish market and enable cultivation of a tomato – mutated laboratory cultivated once. As the research show, if GMO plant is sowed once, in the years to come it is sowed spontaneously and has impact on the different species. Very few people know that most of the fruit and vegetables being sold (especially in megastores) are brought to our country from abroad and these are trans-border species which cause irreversible side effects in human body. For example, maize, imported mainly from USA (inter alia Bonduelle) contains a poison against the pests which impacts people. It is confirmed that the bees which feed on the GMO plants pollen lose ability to reproduction in the second generation. This is not single case. It is purpose made cause of infertility (gene called TERMINATOR) on plants. The NWO designers tried to force people to buy seed corn at inflated prices and became the only accessible source of the latter. With help of the patent offices, they gain exclusivity (the situation looks the same with reference to animals), and the up to date species are withdrawn from the trade. One day, someone said: “If you want to rule the world, it is enough to take over the control over the food resources.” Following this concept, MONSANTO corporation has been created. Its aim is maximum devastation of the natural heritage and eventually, taking over the control. LET’S PROTECT THE TREASURES OF OUR NATURE when it is still not too late.
There are very few products on sale which do not arouse anxiety. Most of the products can harm your health or even threaten your life. Ice-cream – so delicious (e.g. Algida, Scheller, Nestle), they do contain genetically modified yeast with deep-sea fish gene that prevents freezing. When talking about milk, which is all praised in media for so long time, it comes from “improved” species of cows which are given a hormone (in the area of their tale) which accelerates milk production by three times. So a cow that normally would give a farmer 14 thousand litre of mild per year, (today) bio-technologist gets 40 thousand or more. Only on small farms cows are let out into the pasture. It is also like that also on pig farms. The pigs are so crowded that they trample each other. The worst situation, however, we find in case of hens, which in the number of seven are packed in the cages of 70x50 cm. They are bald (due to stress they experience they peck up their feathers). They are fed with mixed fodder, antibiotics and hormones. Once a year, per week they do not get any fodder at all, so they simply eat each other. Three or four stays alive. After the end of that week, bulldozer removes decomposing dead hens. People are not aware that one day, someone will have to be held liable for all this. 
Once, by accident, I was in a place like that and I decided to do an experiment. I had found a larva so I gave it to the hens. Three others, surprised with the phenomenon were staring and shaking their little heads. They simply did not know what to do. I did the same later in the country I went to. I went to my grandma’s garden, where hens and chickens run freely and happy. The larva I found did not even manage to fall on a ground. It simply disappeared in air. This is sad truth about what happens with mentality of an animal being treated in a bestial manner. Just like mentally ill woman cannot give a birth to a health child, mentally ill hen cannot hatch heath egg. IT IS ALL VIBRATION.
People are wondering, where are all these diseases from. They have never seen things like that before. Grey faces, eyes with dark circles. Some hardly walk as they are overweight. Who wins this game? The answer is obvious – pharmaceutical companies. 
New viruses have been invented for many years. Their tasks are to decrease number of population. Foot and mouth disease, bird and swine flu, mad cow disease and AIDS, all of them is a result of long years of micro-biologists who act on elite’s order. 
In Greece, thousand of peoples still ill with AIDS recovered entirely when rejecting medicine which supposed to hinder disease development. Not long ago, mass vaccination was nothing else but unsuccessful attempt on the life and health of millions of people. These are facts. 
This time I did not have to expose myself. I took my briefcase and went to the place. In the distance I could hear faint sound of birds signing, so I smiled. It started beautifully. Mrs Agnieszka explained quickly what is where in case I forgot.
- Electric kettle turns off before water is boiled, so you need to hold it with your hand. TV is out of order. It needs to have plug exchanged. We need to take it downstairs to…
- I don’t watch TV, so it is not a problem. – I mentioned to save lady’s explanations. 
- ok, so we will leave it here as it is. In case you needed anything, please ask mama.
- Ok. I will. 
Mrs Ania, housewife, together with her husband lived on a ground floor.
On the first floor lived Mrs Cesia – Mrs Ania’s mother in law. She has been living alone for thirteen years now after her husband passed away. Her role was to be a grandma and watch everything to be in its place. 
I unpacked, put a few potatoes on to boil and went to say hello.
-	Good afternoon, Mrs Cesia.
-	Oh, good afternoon.
-	Do you remember me?
-	 Yees, I do.
-	I was here two years ago, with my poetry volume.
-	I remember very well.
-	I came to you, as I had no place to stay. There were no more news papers with advertisement. So I thought I will ask here. After all I have nice memories about you.
-	Nice to hear it … you know, Sir, people often comes back to us. And what bring you to Wroclaw this time?
-	I came to write a book and took with me few volumes not to waste time.
-	The same volumes that you had last time?
-	No, new edition.
-	Ohh, you will have peace here. 
I looked at a wall above Mrs Cesia head and saw two old religious pictures. One of them probably pictured Jesus.
-	Very old pictures. – I said and looked at them carefully.
-	They are nearly two hundred years. I got it from my grandparents, only the frames are so ordinary.
A moment of silence, and when I was about to leave, I heard:
-	Mr Staś, do you believe in God?
-	It depends on what do you mean. – I said.
-	Well, do you believe in Jesus?
-	Of course I do. And when talking about God, as a Creator of all things, all creatures, all beings, this is God to me.
-	You see, because, I believe and pray to him/
-	Me too, but I do not go to church and do not repeat religious forms learned by heart. I am trying to live in a proper way. In church institution there is no God.
-	But is has so many followers all over the world. There has to be something about it. – said Mrs Cesia.
-	I think that a lie does not become truth, and foolishness does not become wisdom due to the number of followers. Each religion has its purpose to control people. Believers in each religion are different type of people. They are subject to various kinds of influence. You probably observe people from time to time. They go to church, give money, repeat some religious forms and when they come back home they sling mud at each other. Anyway, would you like your child to praise you instead of loving you and prove his love with deeds? Jesus preached about life in accordance with the sermon. Because of heresy, most people think that there is someone stronger than them, and one day he will come to save them. Well, there is no one like that. No creature will deal with the problems that we create due to recklessness. 
-	 But there are things that are holy, these things can heal, like for example pictures.
-	It is a matter of faith. If six million people would start believing in a power of this shelf, probably it would start healing as well.
-	Well... it’s true. It is nice to talk to you.
-	Thank you. With you too. I need to go, my potatoes will be overcooked. We will find time to chat later on. 
-	Sure, if you want to go to toilet, you can use the one upstairs. 
-	Thank you. – I said and came back to the kitchen.

Mrs Cesia was one of the faithful listeners of Maria radio. I could hear eat very often through the thin plaster wall. On the second floor a lonely man lived. Middle-aged. Right next to him a young marriage from Ukraine. Their room was right above Mrs Cesia room. And I guess also above mine, as I heard sounds sometimes.
After dinner I read several pages if the last “Anastasia” volume by Władimir Megre. I tried to rest on my new bed. Though it was not too big, and I being 183 cm high was touching both ends of the bed with my head and toes, it was really comfortable. I was tired, so I fell asleep very quickly. The morning sun woke me up when it pained one of the walls in my room. After breakfast a moment of relax and quieting. Then opening chakras, the first one ... second…third…fourth… relief...fifth.. sixth... seventh.. – sudden whistle in my head. Then eighth … ninth… tenth … eleventh … and twelfth – I am in every atom if the Universe!
I check my email, probably I will get five thousand advertisements and only two normal emails – I think. But wait a second. “Obama : the end of America!” – one of the titles. Then the next one „Expert: Poland is not prepared for the terrorist attack!” Is it possible that it has already started? Is it possible that they poisoned all America citizens with chemical spray (CHEMTRAILS) and now it is time for Poland? Truth is that over the last few months about 2 million Americans died due to respiratory tract disorders but I never thought it will happen so soon. Maybe they used HAARP and caused cataclysm of their own land? After China, Haiti and Chile the time came to kill their own families? Everyone know about it so, why I should keep it secret.
In USA THERE ARE CONCENTRATION CAMPS, and underground prisons, FEMA CAMPS and CREMATORIA (I encourage to search information on the internet), like in the old “good” days, prepared just in case the civilian population caused riots. Several weeks ago we have become officially one of the American colonies and agreed to deploy foreign army on the territory of our country. Though apparently “we are not ready...”
I need to see it ... – ohh, economy again, so it is follow up of the performance – I sighed with relief.
By the way, Obama is a good actor and he was awarder with “Oscar” prize... for most of the people it does not matter that he is acting totally against his promises. They see nothing as they are under constant media control. Even his latest child, i.e. act which lets doctors refuse treating elder people and handicapped (sounds similar?) was adopted unnoticed.

Neither the language nor words
clothing the thoughts is important
when the soul is like a barren ravine, made of ashes...

I shut the computer, take my back with poetry and move toward the Old Town. It has been a half of the year since I was here last time. I pass the arcades, Solny Square, and eventually enter the market square. Though it was just a beginning of March, the sun was shining more and more boldly and tried to cover the signs of winter. The same people, lost in thoughts, whom the fragrance of spring gently awakes the senses. I meet old friends, whom I met so often in different part of the country. I am at home, time to get to work. I approach two young people, holding their hands.
-	Do you like poetry?
-	Yes, we do. – the girl answered.
-	I am a poet, and I promote my own volume – I said and reach for a little book in a side pocket of my bag. This is the whole truth.
Gentle, blue-eyed blond girl looked randomly at the pages and says:
-	And what about it, probably you expect something from us in turn?
-	Not necessarily, though I will not lie I publish them at my own expense, so my budget after all is limited... Will you give fiver?
-	Sir, you met students who count every little grosz.
-	Ok. So this will be a gift. What is your name?
-	Really? The girl asked with joy in her voice. – so we will give you at least something sweet as a consolidation. – she said and took out box of sweets.
-	Thanks.
-	And could you write for Eliza.
-	Ok. Here you are. – I say.
I wrote few words on the first page and say goodbye.

CHAPTER VII
Cleanness

The final sum is not really that important. It is more about psychological aspect. The question itself creates in once mind a picture of the assumed value of the book. Several times before, I offered my book for free, so people have reacted with disbelief or total lack of interest, just like in case of leaflets. 
-	Something must be wrong. Probably connected with religion. – they were saying.
I started to ask for ten zloty, what do you know!, they were more interested in it. On the other hand, streets are full of magicians who due to their financial situation (or own choice) are forced to earn on the street. 

For years
I fight for you – with You...

I spent two weeks in Wroclaw where there was a competition named “Street Toucan”. Its aim was to choose the best street singer. They create indescribable atmosphere and help to tear out of the dull reality. Then, a man soars in the space which reaches the deepest part of your soul.
One day I got a message, to call home. I went to the telephone booth and dialled the number. I hear familiar:
-	Hello…
-	Hi mummy, what happened? – I ask.
-	We got a notice from the court in Warsaw.
-	Oh, so it is exactly like it should be. Ok. – I say. It seems the doctors haven’t noticed anything.
-	When you are planning to come back home? – asked mother.
-	Next week on Thursday, I need to write a few more pages.
-	So you will spend Easter at home?
-	Yes, and you? When you are leaving?
-	After Easter. – she answered. 
-	I need to go now. See you very soon. Bye.
-	Bye.

I knew it will end like this. Doctors had only one option – to state full sanity. Eventually, I admitted my faults. I wanted to suffer the consequences. All I had to do is to wait till probation officer comes to visit me, and ask for opinions and define the way of keeping contact, as it usually is in these cases.
This is another example of creating absurd situation! Not only do they promote alcoholism, via different forms of aggressive advertisements they force to buy all kinds of alcohol which again causes the society ends up in a gutter. And what it more, they dare to punish for that! It happens so due to lack of knowledge and desire to changes something in their lives. It concerns all of those who support the system with what they are doing and unconsciously give away power to it. We, people, are the hands of the system, which without our support in one moment is to end its existence. It is high time to wake up and take the matter in own hands. Not absent-mindedly, with aggression, but reasonably. With help of love – the most powerful feeling – we are able to overcome difficulties and start everything again. Let us not be afraid, the fear is just an illusion. By fear we are losing the energy and give it to negative beings. THEY FEED ON US. It is a king of energetic drain. When we lose energy we start to feel cold. The most efficient way to fight with it is to use love vibrations. It causes sudden destruction of battle arrays and forces to reorganisation of their forces. LOVE THEM!
In the past, many years ago, there civilizations more advanced than ours. By unreasonable actions they caused they fall. Many of us heard about Lemuria continent and Atlántida. Certain resources claim that it was all real. The Earth, as a living creature, has an ability to cleanse oneself. Several years ago, the scientists discovered that a planet is approaching to ours – it is called NIBIRU, or X PLANET. The latter in two years shall pass our solar system and will be in close proximity of the Earth. Certain steps have already been and are being taken – PHAROAH MISSION – aimed at preventing the expected results of the passage. We need to unite over the artificially created borders, and realise that we are inseparable part of the Universe which is vibrant with life. It is known about the cases, when a group of people used their will and caused weather changes or even changing the way of tornado. We are moving toward being humans (though it is just a name) – Gods, as NOTHING IN THE UNIVERSE COMPARES TO THE POWER OF THOUGHTS ENERGY. 
When we unite, we will be able to remove the results of years of destructive actions. All we need is to want. Despite all the tricks aiming at distracting our attention from the real goal, that is spiritual development, and long years of supremacy on the Earth, Darkness is defeated. Nowadays situation resembles withdrawal of Third Reich troops when using “burnt land” tactic. Let’s object. A great Babylon is falling apart. Though these creatures are gifted and have a lot of talents, they do not have the great as treasure that a human has, that is ABILITY TO FELL EMOTIONS. These are emotions which cause amazing acceleration of thoughts, they strengthen creative dreams power, but first of all they determine the difference between positive polarisation beings, who serve themselves. Do not reject and condemn others. It enough of the influences. Thanks to these creatures we are able to notice and understand real goal of our lives and existence. Darkness and the Light define each other. Wise people know which way to choose. All depends on you.
This is critical time. The processes which used to take place over a decade, now take place within few weeks, or even days. Every year energy send in form of the sun beams is increasing. They are aimed at tearing us up from the lethargy. Very soon we will stand up to the test, as third time in the history of the Earth, aliens are to invade us. It has already begun. Pursuant to the assumptions, messiah return is to be preformed. That is why we experience so strong influence of church. The GAME is played on different surfaces. 
Currently, on Earth there are approximately 100 million creatures called LIGHT WANDERERS, who came here “as volunteers” and incarnated in human form in order to support citizens of the Earth. These are old souls, mainly from the 6th density, who work on upgrading and anchoring higher densities. In these difficult moments, mankind is not alone.
 
NOTHING EXISTS IN SEPARATION 
FROM THE ENTIRETY, ALL IS UNITY

Some time ago, one of my friends (I have about 6 Billion friends), British, named Charlie, sent a message with a request to turn off the system before the 10th anniversary of 11th September crime. Starting from 11th August, for a month, let us stop going to school, work, and church, let’s turn off television, radio and let us be free. On 11 September we shall take over the parliaments in peace. Those, who think they are more valuable than they are, will see what they really can in the face of united mankind. Let it be a beginning of a new, happy life.
I love you and I am with you.
The message sent to the whole world. 

Table of Contents
Soaking ............................................................................................................................	5
Initial washing .................................................................................................................	9
Two roads ........................................................................................................................	12
Main washing ..................................................................................................................	15
Whirling ..........................................................................................................................	19 
Drying ..............................................................................................................................	23
Cleanness .........................................................................................................................	29

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(zdjęcie) 	Few words about author:
Born in October 1978 in Torun. Poet, eccentric, conscious rebel.